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fireflys_locket) wrote2012-01-06 12:26 pm
fireflys_locket) wrote2012-01-06 12:26 pm
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And now, I'm ready to be extraordinary...
Maybe it's that I dreamed of Morgan. Maybe it's some of the things Jill and I talked about last night. Maybe it's that I got to see Christen. More likely, it's a combination of all of these wonderful things. But truthfully, I'm feeling pretty good today. So, today is a good day to work on this next chapter of Add More ~ing, because it's about climbing out of negative thoughts into more positive ones.
It might sound a lot like the first chapter, where I was supposed to cross out negative thoughts and replace them with positive ones. To me, it's somehow very different. I'm not having a bad reaction to it. Maybe it's that my mood is in such a different place than the day before Christmas. I don't know. I just feel like lifting myself out of a bad place makes so much more sense.
I want to write. I know I can finish Dreaming in Shadow. I'm ready to move onto the next step. And I'm ready to find Morgan, too. It might not be easy for me at first, but I think I've gotten to the point, where I can only move forward with him here. I can't imagine there being a step beyond yesterday, which I've avoided since the beginning. But still, I'm going to keep writing and trying to send out positive thoughts to him. Maybe this year, maybe...
It might sound a lot like the first chapter, where I was supposed to cross out negative thoughts and replace them with positive ones. To me, it's somehow very different. I'm not having a bad reaction to it. Maybe it's that my mood is in such a different place than the day before Christmas. I don't know. I just feel like lifting myself out of a bad place makes so much more sense.
I want to write. I know I can finish Dreaming in Shadow. I'm ready to move onto the next step. And I'm ready to find Morgan, too. It might not be easy for me at first, but I think I've gotten to the point, where I can only move forward with him here. I can't imagine there being a step beyond yesterday, which I've avoided since the beginning. But still, I'm going to keep writing and trying to send out positive thoughts to him. Maybe this year, maybe...